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This is my hospital beard so far. I spent almost all of the last six weeks in one hospital or another. The therapist told me today they think I need four more weeks of therapy before going home. Sure. Nothing like missing the entire HalloGivivgsMas season along with my birthday and New Years away from my family.
Then I get to go home as a paraplegic. I cannot reach the sink the stove or the kitchen counter. I cannot wipe my own ass. I have two dead hunks of meat hanging off of me doing me no good. This will have a huge effect on Erica as her spare time is now going to be spent caretaking me. Its a position she doesnt want nor do I want her to be in. I am in the situation by no fault of my own so forgive me if I sound bitter. Our lives are going to be turned upside down when neither of us did anything to deserve this. Fuck this.
Then I get to go home as a paraplegic. I cannot reach the sink the stove or the kitchen counter. I cannot wipe my own ass. I have two dead hunks of meat hanging off of me doing me no good. This will have a huge effect on Erica as her spare time is now going to be spent caretaking me. Its a position she doesnt want nor do I want her to be in. I am in the situation by no fault of my own so forgive me if I sound bitter. Our lives are going to be turned upside down when neither of us did anything to deserve this. Fuck this.