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this sucks
Sep. 8th, 2023 10:33 amThis sucks.
It's been week since the plumbing went afoul. I have been on meds for 4 days and do not feel any closer to comfort than the day this went down. It's not an exaggeration to say I have made 300 bathroom trips in that time. Each time is the same....stand in front of the toilet. Feel the urine makes it way to the weiner....then feel everything tightly coiled inside while trying to get something, anything to come out. All that pain and most time my gift is less than a teaspoon (pee-spoon?) I slink back to the bed knowing my next round is only 15-20 minutes. All day, all night. My lower half hurts from the stress. I have done the equivalent of 10,000 kegels. I could lift a melon with my vagina. If I had a melon.....or a vagina. The amount of effort each toilet visit takes in immense while the payoff is minimal. I an hoping these drugs get to work soon. The Flomax has been a disappointment. More like FloMeh.I can keep a good thought moving forward but I am not sure for how long. Eventually i am going to raise my hands to the sky and scream.
This sucks.
It's been week since the plumbing went afoul. I have been on meds for 4 days and do not feel any closer to comfort than the day this went down. It's not an exaggeration to say I have made 300 bathroom trips in that time. Each time is the same....stand in front of the toilet. Feel the urine makes it way to the weiner....then feel everything tightly coiled inside while trying to get something, anything to come out. All that pain and most time my gift is less than a teaspoon (pee-spoon?) I slink back to the bed knowing my next round is only 15-20 minutes. All day, all night. My lower half hurts from the stress. I have done the equivalent of 10,000 kegels. I could lift a melon with my vagina. If I had a melon.....or a vagina. The amount of effort each toilet visit takes in immense while the payoff is minimal. I an hoping these drugs get to work soon. The Flomax has been a disappointment. More like FloMeh.I can keep a good thought moving forward but I am not sure for how long. Eventually i am going to raise my hands to the sky and scream.
This sucks.