all this life i've lived

[somedayseattle]

I was watching Sanford and Son whilst awaiting a phone call from my endocrinologist when I dozed off for a few minutes. When I awoke WKRP in Cincinnati was on. As a side note, I am on a cocktail of about 14 different drugs right now. This is causing too many side effects. I am def not comfy with this nonsense. One of these little treasures is occasionally having trouble differentiating between reality and fantasy (I should say 'more than usual' lol) When I bounced out of my unscheduled nappage it took me a few seconds to realize I am awake. I had not in fact taken the Time Machine back to A Better Time. It was quite surrealistic but for a solid seven seconds I felt like myself again. I felt young, vibrant, athletic. Apropos, it was seeing my wheelchair that brought me back to the meh that I’m currently calling reality.